Faith and Fetish
The Story of a Kinkster Who Was Saved by Grace
A memoir of grace at the intersection of faith, identity, and desire.
About Puppy Dash
I’m a Christian in my thirties, gay, and writing under a pseudonym. I surf, I ride a motorbike, and I’ve spent years immersed in Jewish faith and culture — studying biblical Hebrew, living in Israel, and reading the whole Bible cover to cover. I’m also a pup and a kinkster.
After years of wrestling with same-sex attraction, trying to pray it away, and fostering self-hatred behind a pious facade — clarity broke through. I finally understood that God calls me to fully trust in His grace.
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A two-legged plot twist
Faith and Fetish presents a kink-positive view through a Christian lens. I delve into various forms of non-vanilla intimacy — BDSM, fetish, bondage, and puppy play — and explore how I reconcile these with central theological themes like sin and grace, unconditional love, and the joy of submission.
Supplemented by candid interviews with fellow kinksters across Europe, this is one person’s story — told with honesty and hope.
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